I Need A Change - The Year Ahead & Future Of This Channel / A Jet Lag Filled Discussion
Looking ahead to 2024
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welcome everyone Adam the woo here as
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the recording of This is Monday October
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9th 2023 I'm wearing a non appropriate
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shirt for anything but it is collared
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cuz I am not going to any events today
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I'm not going to be doing anything in
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particular other than walking down Water
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Street here in Celebration Florida where
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I reside going around the water lake
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Reinhardt the lake up here at the
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Forefront of Market Street and just
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having a little walking talk about some
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things that I have on my mind going to
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get a
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coffee consume that while I just talk
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about what's on my mind back from a very
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lengthy I've been back for a couple days
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this is the first time to have a little
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chat cuz I did events the last couple
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days since I've returned but today is
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just a casual day in fact later have to
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go down to visit my parents in St Cloud
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and my aunt and uncle who I have not
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seen my mom is the oldest of eight and
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and her brother and his wife my aunt and
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uncle are there visiting I haven't seen
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them in a few months or a few years
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since pre 2020 2019 probably the last
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time I saw them so we're going to have
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dinner a little bit later that be off
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camera obviously so I'm going to have
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just a little little stroll a little
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Walkin talk a little family time later
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off camera and I got some things on my
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my jet lag is a real thing jet lag
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basically another terminology for not
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knowing where the heck what time zone
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you are and what time it is other than
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looking at a clock when your internal
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alarm thinks to itself where the heck am
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I that is how I'm feeling at this
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particular moment I'm going to have a
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little walk and talk I'm inviting you to
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join me not sure why I have a colllege
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shirt on but I do shall you one thing
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that's nice about this little over here
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on Water Street this little Ravine if
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you will it's
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disguised
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by the main area over here so you got
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the
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park then you have Market Street the
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Water Street turns into Market Street
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but the water goes underneath the road
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shimmies that direction underneath the
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post office and off into the lake over
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there but when you're on Market Street
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you wouldn't realize that that is
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there yeah I have no recollection of
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what time it is now jet lag has never
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really hit me this hard before but
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because a 6-h hour difference
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earlier 6 hours earlier in Hawaii where
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I was and now it's you're you're getting
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those losing those 6 hours coming back
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here to the east coast it's really
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thrown me
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off I going talk about some plans mostly
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for 2024 but I'm going to start
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peppering in those said plans into the
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rest of this year got some things on my
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mind some things I want to change I've
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been thinking about for quite some time
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and I want to also express some
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disappointment I have in not only the
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Rays postseason Tampa Bay Ray is a team
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that I have followed very adamantly for
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the next couple two or three years two
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years intently a half a year from the
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year before so let's say 2 and 1/2 years
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really intently 3 years kind of sort I
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used to live in California we' go to
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Angels games and I also lived here I was
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kind of by Coastal so I had two teams if
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you will I had the angels and I had the
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Rays but for some reason I never really
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latched on to the angels I didn't like
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going to the games as much as I did like
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going to the Trop with DJ Kitty and
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Raymond and just the hype and the
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excitement something about the Rays I
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really latched on to and when I gave up
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the Anaheim Place and moved out here I
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went all in a couple years ago and have
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been to 18 stadiums rooting for the Rays
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and if I had to guess I don't really put
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a complete number on it but i' probably
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been to 30 maybe 40 even upwards of high
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40s of the home games that I've driven 2
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2 and 1/2 sometimes with traffic more
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than that one way over to St Pete and
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then back very lengthy days getting over
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to those home games and then
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also the away away stadiums that I've
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gone to 17 and then plus the 18 would be
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Tropic C of field and some of those two
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and three four game serieses so I put a
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lot into the spring training obviously
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last year was at Disney so really have
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you know listening to the games watching
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the scores watching on TV when they're
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not blacked out one thing good about
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traveling is those games are not blacked
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out when I'm local I cannot watch the
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games on the MLB app or anything like
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that so it's I just I just will go to
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the games if there's a game going on
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while I'm while I'm in town but when I'm
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on the road and I'm not not going to
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their away games I'll just watch I'll
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watch it on in the hotel or you know
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somewhere else on the on my phone or
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I'll throw it up and and tether it up to
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the TV so their postseason run the last
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couple years was not good and I am
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disappointed not only in the team that
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they have only scored one run of the
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last four postseason games they lost
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last year to the Cleveland Guardians and
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then this year they lost to the Texas
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Rangers swept in both serieses two out
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of three they lost two out of the first
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three in both of those last year I was
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able to go to Cleveland went to both
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games witnessed the walk-off for the
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Indians in the 15th inning hit the left
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field the season was over this year I
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had plans family plans with my mom I was
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in Hawaii and I was not regrettably I
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was not able to be at the trop to watch
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the team that I root for that I'm really
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into lose and I feel like I kind of feel
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like I let them down in a way even
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though I do not I'm not on the team I'm
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not part of the coaching staff I do not
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pick up a bat I am not playing in the
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field but I just kind of feel like in a
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weird way that they needed me there I
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mean really a low turnout there and I
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was really planning on going to the ALDS
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which is H which have been happening
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tonight if they would have won they
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would be in Baltimore now but now it is
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the Rangers in Baltimore and I had
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planned on going flying from here when I
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returned flying up there to Baltimore
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going to that series and hopefully the
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ALCS and the World Series but it was not
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meant to be and that brings me to my
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next Point next year I have 12 more
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stadiums to knock off my list before
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I've done all 30 stadiums while the rays
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are there now I know a lot of times
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people will say oh you've been to this
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stadium that you're not mentioning
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however I am only counting ones where my
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team the rays are playing I think it's
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kind of a neat thing or a neat project a
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challenge to go to all the stadiums to
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be a by you know a bystander that's
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watching something a fan of a team if
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you will that are that's going to all
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the stadiums while your team is playing
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there when you are not part of the
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coaching staff the players The Players
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Family none of that you're just you're
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so into it you want to go to all those
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and knock those off your list so next
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year I have 12 of those and those will
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be some of the small percentage of
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things that I will be doing that are on
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a pinpointed date stamp
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list talk a little bit more about that I
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want to get away from date stamped
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events and lists with the exception once
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no next year I got to do the baseball
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stop that'll be one of the the I don't
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want to say the only things but
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definitely going to taper back on date
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stamped
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events I need a coffee pumpkin spice
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latte for a
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d
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ad I haven't gotten that one before I've
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gotten Allen quite a few ties but never
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AAL yeah I really pumpkin spice lattes
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are pretty dang good usually I do Pikes
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Place which a little cream and sugar you
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know what it's October and again with
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the jet lag it's nice to have a little K
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extra
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kick for a DA I'm a little tired of
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doing events and
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conventions
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and I'm going to say theme parks 2 I'm
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not completely over it I'm not going to
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cold turkey any of those things but
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definitely need some some me time some
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alone time some on the road time my hair
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I don't know what's going on with my
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hair right now got the little Superman
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swirl right there kind of sort of but
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almost like a little that's like a quite
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the little hair nod down there I thrive
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it's interesting I thrive and I'm more
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comfortable kind of being alone it it's
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seems like that might not be the case
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how videos are presented sometimes the
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camera gives me uh a little well I guess
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motivation in a way but also makes me
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comfortable around groups of people I
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definitely I feel more comfortable when
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I'm alone I want say I have social
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anxiety and social awkwardness and I've
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always kind of been that way even since
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I was very young I started working
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retail when I was 17 in 1991 and that
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kind of broke me out of my shyness a
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little bit but even after doing that for
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a couple decades and now doing this for
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11 years 12 years 13 years started I
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started doing videos in late 2009 2010
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and then I quit my retail job last
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retail job retail job I had in August of
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2011 and moved in the van traveled did
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stuff like that started doing the the
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road stuff the theme park stuff the
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abandoned stuff the movie locations all
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that really cut started hitting that
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hard in
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2011 and over time morphed into doing a
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variety of content for the last couple
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you know last decade or so where going
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to events that are very very people
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filled so obviously people say hello I
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will have people you know interview
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people talk to people they will you know
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either on camera or off camera people
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people will say hello as well so I have
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gotten used
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to being around groups of people being
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in the in the thick of it but it's never
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really been a comfortable thing for me
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it's never never like usually when I'm
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with a group of one or two I'm okay but
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it gets bigger than that I don't I don't
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feel comfortable so call it social
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anxieties call it awkwardness social
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awkwardness call it whatever you want
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call it just I know how I am and I
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definitely Thrive
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better when a percentage of the time I'm
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alone I love my friends I love my family
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but man when I am in the groove by
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myself I feel pretty good my hair it it
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is not I don't know what's going on and
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also while I'm just talking about stuff
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really do not want to get on a plane for
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a while now I might have to I have
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something at the end of the month that I
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mean I've already got it booked but I
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don't necessarily have to make it happen
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again a lot of the stuff that I'm kind
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of spouting off will be transpiring post
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Halloween so the rest of this month it
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might not really apply but it heavily is
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on my mind at
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2024 is going to be some
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major major call backs to like the old
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Adam the woo style I'm not bringing that
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I'm not bringing the the song back in
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fact a lot of people say oh you should
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bring back the don't even ask your mom
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song The A you know what son back but
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that was never on this channel that is
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never the song's never been on the daily
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woo channel so I'm not going to be
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bringing back that back that and I'm not
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going to be bringing
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back abandoned stuff at least not you
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know too deep into the abandoned stuff
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because of legal legal reasons
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and whatnot but I definitely miss being
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on the road doing back roads being in a
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vehicle not being on a
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plane so that's going to be coming back
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hearken back in later this year and 2024
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so that's basically the the main
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statement I love doing these daily
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videos it's like a comfort factor it
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makes me feel good putting something out
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there it motivates me to go out every
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day and do
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something and it's just it's almost like
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a habit muscle memory in a lot of ways
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but also a creative outlet and it's a
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I'm trying to draw a blank on what the
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word would be a uh it puts my mind at
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ease this it's just something I'm used
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to doing this is this is what I do and
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it generates income to where I'm able to
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travel and do things and you know live a
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life as well that is completely vastly
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different than it was when I was working
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retail and I was stuck in one place ing
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a clock doing a 9 to5 Bankers hours I
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didn't work at a bank but it was
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basically around you know what you would
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have consider that type of type of job
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this is the most unusual bizarre
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weirdest
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job that I've ever had and I've done it
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for so long that it's just normal for me
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and I can't even recall what my mindset
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was like before this because I've been
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doing this for so
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long I don't know where I was going with
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that I I got back in town a couple days
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ago I got to be truthful when I pulled
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back in here I was like wow I really
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love being here I love having a place
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here I love residing in celebration Flor
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it is beautiful and awesome mom and dad
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live in the general area about a half
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hour from here I love Walt Disney World
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and all that goes along with that but I
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immediately didn't want to be here I
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immediately started to
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think it's time to start planning
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another trip and I am really biting my
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tongue on those thoughts or biting my
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brain on those thoughts
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because I need to stay put for just a
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little bit at least until you know till
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close to the end of the month so I'm
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kind of I don't say I'm forcing myself
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but I'm forcing myself to stay put do
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some
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events don't go too far and sometimes
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you know when you're traveling for a
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long period of time when you get back
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locally last thing you want to do is get
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in your car and drive 3 hours to find
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some small town 3 hours from here and
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then roundt trip come back so it's like
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a 6-h hour day day so sometimes
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I default to just going to an event or
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going to the theme park and showing some
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updates and things like that
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because don't want to you know don't
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want to travel too far when I am home
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which I am rarely ever home I was gone
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for like 5 weeks I was back a week I was
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gone for 3 weeks I was back a week in
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this last trip I was gone for 5 and a
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half weeks so really in the last three
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three and a half months I've been in
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town for about 3 weeks so need to stay
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put plan out some other stuff but I am
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already getting itchy feet and getting
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restless to hit the road again and just
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kind of be at alone with my thoughts and
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out on the open PLS of the US small
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towns forgotten
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areas places that do not get any
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coverage and that that's that's what I
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need to be
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doing I'm always going to be an annual
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passholder to Disney on both coasts
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that's always going to continue in fact
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I have booked a trip for next August to
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Southern California for d23 I've already
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booked my hotel d23 is always quite the
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Extravaganza so that is one convention I
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will be going to next year but I will
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not be going to Dragon Con and a lot of
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the conventions I usually will go to
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every year traditional type of things
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not what's the word uh not habits well I
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guess they'd be habits but uh when you
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do something all the time and a
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tradition yeah traditional I'm going
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traditions of conventions are going to
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be kind of going by the wayside and I'm
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going to I do not want to have a set
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place I have to be on a set day like I
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kind of want that to to to just go away
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and I feel like it's going to go away if
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I just make that the new the new habit
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like just don't do it don't feel like oh
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I got to be there for this and I got to
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be there for that there's a lot of stuff
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that is covered by a vast amount of
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people and the theme Park World the
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convention
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world and sometimes I feel like even
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though it is stuff that I am really into
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and I want to promote those events
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because I like to do what I love
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sometimes I feel like the wheels have
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been
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overspun again not going to go cold
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turkey not going to stop completely
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still going to do some Disney videos but
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I feel you know and Convention videos
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here and there but I feel like 75% of
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what I need to be doing is out on the
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road it needs to be in a car
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I don't know if we'll ever buy another
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van again probably we'll never buy
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another RV again but staying in smaller
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hotels getting in the car and just
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traveling really 3/4 of what I'm doing
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to make myself sane and to put out what
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I really want to be putting out is
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there's a bee around my head needs to be
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devoted to that in 2024 and maybe even
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peppered into the end of 2023 again this
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isn't going to start tomorrow but it'll
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start
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soon to be honest another another honest
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like when it comes to conventions theme
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parks populated events they are some of
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the most
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difficult things for me to
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film I know that's going to sound it
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sound
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strange but it really is with you know
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you got to work around not filming
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people you don't want to have people
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super up in the the camera so you got to
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work around certain things not wanting
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to show certain things music blaring
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everywhere that you have to work around
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again I enjoy going to all those places
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and that's not going to stop it's just
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going to be tapered back just a little
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bit but there's definitely a more
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peaceful less
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stressful and a good mindset happens
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when when I'm just out on my
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own and I've tried in the past to cater
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only to that and I always get pulled
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back in but I think over the last few
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years I've just come to the the res
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the resolution I guess you can said this
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early early New Year's resolution even
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though it's a couple months off the
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Revelation that that's really what makes
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me feel at ease and I think a lot of
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people want to just see that because
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there's not a lot of people doing that
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type of
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stuff where it seems like everyone and
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their brother and their sister and their
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cousin and their nephew and their dogs
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previous
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owners picking up a camera and doing the
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stuff I just mentioned there's nothing
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wrong with
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that but no one's Reinventing the wheel
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here we're all spinning the same wheel
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got a little squirrel right here
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crossing the path I say when a black cat
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crosses your path it's bad luck but when
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it's a squirrel gray squirrel it's good
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luck I just made that up
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squirrels I had to Veer off this other
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path the person that was behind me
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walking was had a little bit of a
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cough yeah just to talk a little bit
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more about the social thing so obviously
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when you're around big groups of people
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you know I do a lot of conventions and
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theme park stuff and you know those type
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of events obviously other people that
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are there a percentage of them know who
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I am want to say hello come up and say
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hi which is always great to meet people
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sometimes I don't really know what to
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say I don't know where to go with the
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conversation cuz when I started this I
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obviously just wanted to put videos out
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there I never saw it as any sort of
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small you know moment of like a Fame
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thing even though it's like you know
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called an F list celebrity like just
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like not even a celebrity but like way
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below celebrity status but I never
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thought that anyone would know who I was
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or recognize me or see me even though
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you're being put out on the internet you
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see the numbers and I think part of the
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comfort of picking up a
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camera part of the comfort in talking to
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a camera is you don't really realize
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when you're starting that the numbers
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that people that are watching are real
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people and then as it starts to grow you
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start to realize that those are real
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people who are interacting Kindred
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Spirits if you will and when people see
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you out in public they want to say hello
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sometimes I don't know how to react to
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that again with the the social anxiety
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and the awkwardness it's kind of a I
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still haven't wrapped my head around it
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completely
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and to this day I still sometimes don't
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know how to react I'm always taken back
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by it and I'm always grateful and
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honored by
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it but it's always my brain cannot
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function so sometimes I go into like a
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oh like a deer in the headlights like
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what do I say what do I do did I give
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the person that wants you know to say
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hello enough attention not enough
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attention I don't know how to handle it
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situation and I'm sure I can't be the
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only person that feels that way as
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well and I think I'm feeling this way
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cuz I've just done so many events lately
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you know the baseball games I went to
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like a ton of stadiums today and now
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doing baseball videos now people at
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games are saying hello and the
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convention thing is is a whole a whole
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other whole other gamut of uh of people
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that are there that that want to say hi
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so
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I've just done too much of it this I've
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just done too much of it this year
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probably what I should have done is done
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just the baseball stuff and then tapered
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back on the conventions but because I
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was doing conventions so heavily theme
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park so
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heavily so many flights the baseball
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thing having to go to all the all the
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places to knock out those stadiums in
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preparation for next year to knock out
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the other stadiums and be able to do all
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30 stadiums before the end of next year
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got me doing things out of my comfort
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zone and I was pretty comfortable
22:34
sitting on a plane you know obviously
22:36
sitting in those seats being comfortable
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like it's not even a comfort thing as
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far as like my body being comfortable
22:42
cuz that's you know that's not the issue
22:45
it's like a mental Comfort stepping out
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of your mental comfort
22:48
zone you know people have words for
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health Comfort there's a bug on my
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ear so I just need to change some things
22:57
up and you're going to see some changes
22:58
I'm going to see some
23:04
changes I you know I'm always I always
23:04
in my mind I'm always when I got back
23:06
into town I was like should I buy
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another van should I start doing the van
23:10
thing again I will never buy another RV
23:11
again at least not for a long long time
23:13
it was just too
23:14
inconvenient like should I get a van
23:17
make a bed in the back again start doing
23:19
road trips obviously keep the place here
23:21
but then when I'm traveling out for a
23:22
month at a time I don't always have to
23:24
be getting hotels I don't know if I'm
23:26
going to do that I think correct answer
23:28
for me would be to just keep the car I
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have travel around in the car and just
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stay in
23:38
smaller hotels in little towns and focus
23:41
on the little towns similar to you know
23:44
how Charles Coral did things back in the
23:46
day with on the road or hu Hower did
23:48
California gold both of those guys
23:51
wouldn't necessarily they say they were
23:52
inspiration but I definitely look up to
23:55
the type of stuff that they were putting
23:57
out there
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and I feel like that would be a good a
24:02
good Avenue to go
24:05
down I guess what it boils down to is I
24:07
just need a break for what I've been
24:08
doing thinking out thinking out loud and
24:11
drinking
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coffee a dial
24:27
ad yeah I never I never started doing
24:27
videos for the recognition
24:30
obviously Everyone likes to
24:32
be liked everyone wants people to watch
24:35
the videos they're putting out there no
24:37
one's putting a video out there for no
24:39
one to watch it so that is something
24:42
that's very awesome again did not put
24:45
that people were the
24:47
numbers and it took me it took me a long
24:50
time to to grasp that
24:53
concept and still doing this pretty
24:56
heavily over the last decade or more I
25:00
still I still haven't got the comfort
25:02
factor of of meeting
25:04
people love meeting people but it's just
25:07
not completely 100% comfortable there's
25:09
always a couple
25:12
little couple little percent I use the
25:14
word percent if you're playing a
25:15
drinking game how many times I say
25:17
percentage it probably would not end
25:18
well for you but I'm getting there maybe
25:21
in another 10 years I'll have it
25:22
completely I'll have it I'll have it
25:24
dialed in but I've never talked about
25:26
this before so I figured I would
25:28
I would kind of talk about I talk about
25:30
that maybe it's the jet lag talking
25:32
maybe it's the not caffeine hasn't hit
25:34
my system yet maybe it's the maybe it's
25:39
adal eny speaking I'm sitting right here
25:41
on this bench by the way I've had a few
25:45
little also also thinking about where I
25:48
want to end up where do I want to live
25:50
one day do I want to get a place here
25:51
right now I rent do I want to buy a
25:53
place in celebration probably not do I
25:55
want to end up in Florida yeah probably
25:56
not do I want want to end up in
25:58
California probably not I'm always
26:00
thinking as far as the very near future
26:03
goes talking about the next week or two
26:05
definitely have a couple more Halloween
26:07
events planned do want to stop into the
26:09
Disney World theme pars I haven't been
26:10
in there in like 2 months month and a
26:12
half check out some of the new items
26:15
that have opened and are about to open
26:18
you know when you're gone for 5 and a
26:20
half 6 weeks and you return to a place
26:23
you're an annual passholder at do not
26:25
this is a new sign please not feed the
26:27
wildlife things change and I do have a
26:29
love of Disney park so I want to pop in
26:31
and see that but I feel like after I go
26:33
in and cover that I'm going to be ready
26:36
to
26:42
roll formulating some things in my mind
26:42
and I got some
26:51
ideas but I can't do you know the rest
26:51
of this year will play out as it has but
26:54
I can't do another
26:56
year of doing the same old same old of
26:59
done for the last few years and it's
27:00
it's it's something I created for myself
27:03
so it's not like a bad thing oh there's
27:04
a gator over there I zoom in on the
27:06
gator in a minute it's not a bad thing
27:09
it's just just it's a habit I have wedge
27:13
myself into and I need to break away
27:15
from the date
27:17
stamp the date stamped certain day
27:21
events that have really kind of binded
27:23
me down in a lot of ways my own guilt my
27:26
own I'm guilty of that I don't know
27:29
where I'm trying to
27:31
find so I can't do this I can't do that
27:33
another year so again the rest of this
27:36
year might kind of be part for the
27:37
course but you know after the holidays
27:39
are
27:40
over and maybe even before then I might
27:44
not even be able to make it through this
27:45
end of this year before just hight
27:47
tailing it and taking it back old school
27:50
thanks for listening I appreciate it
27:52
it's going to be a little grainy when I
27:54
zoom in here on
27:56
cool
27:58
but there is cool the
28:00
gator swimming
28:04
around and I'm really disappointed in
28:06
the ray
28:07
cool really disappointed if they choked
28:09
in the
28:11
postseason and really disappointed I
28:13
couldn't be there for him just did not
28:16
work out I had had the whole month set
28:18
aside for Division Series championship
28:21
series and hopefully the World Series
28:23
also Howard the decoy duck has gone and
28:26
this clar I it there was a poll there
28:30
that Howard was
28:38
covering will Howard the Duck
28:38
return who knows it's a
28:41
possibility
28:43
there and obviously a lot of friends
28:45
family acquaintances people that I know
28:47
people that I pass people that say hello
28:49
all say oh sorry about the ray sorry the
28:51
ray loss and while that is a valid
28:54
statement I think what a lot of people
28:57
well maybe I just haven't vocally said
28:59
it but for me it wasn't the fact that
29:01
the ray lost let me zoom in again on
29:04
where Howard
29:05
was it wasn't a it wasn't even an issue
29:08
with the Rays
29:14
losing it's more of a sadness that I
29:14
wasn't able to be there when they
29:26
lost I just wanted to be there for him
29:26
and
29:28
I mean there it's always next year
29:30
things will change and they'll probably
29:31
make it to the postseason next year
29:32
they're going to have a great team they
29:34
just can't close a deal in the
29:35
postseason next year I will not make the
29:37
same mistake that I made this year again
29:42
that will be one of the exceptions for
29:44
having a date stamp thing the baseball
29:46
thing is going to continue next year but
29:48
the other things I mentioned I just kind
29:50
of want to wipe that slate clean as far
29:53
as having to be somewhere at a certain
29:55
time be in a certain place at a certain
29:58
time I need you know I need to
30:01
roam I have built up
30:04
this whatever it is over over a decade
30:07
of you know putting my nose to the
30:11
Grind there there the gator over
30:14
here and I kind of feel like I just am
30:18
making it more stressful on myself than
30:19
it needs to
30:21
be right cool cool agre one out here all
30:26
right I'll see you in the next video
30:33
Vlog thanks for the pep talk cool thanks
30:33
for the pep talk cool the Vlog is
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over