TDW 1288 - When Things Don't Work Out

0:03 welcome everyone Adam the woo here it's

0:03 my second channel daily Vlog channel

0:05 it's the daily woo and I cannot

0:08 emphasize the word daily enough and the

0:10 reason I emphasize and bring the focal

0:14 point of that word to your attention is

0:17 because the point of these Vlogs as

0:19 opposed to the main channel is to

0:22 present a

0:25 daily you know bringing something into

0:28 your world that I am actually

0:30 experiencing dealing with either on a

0:34 happy personal level something fun

0:37 something frivolous but then other times

0:40 things that are on my mind or in my

0:42 heart and that is the topic of this Vlog

0:46 we are going to title this Vlog when

0:49 things don't work out and it is a hard

0:54 pill to swallow when

0:57 things do not always work out we as

1:01 human beings always want things to go

1:05 our way who does not want things to go

1:08 our way but

1:10 the very

1:12 difficult realization is that that is

1:15 not always the way things are going to

1:18 go I've had a very

1:19 rough holiday season I did not go home

1:23 for the

1:25 holidays I'm on a completely different

1:27 Coast than I've ever lived before I have

1:29 made a lot lot of friends in California

1:31 but there are a lot of friends back on

1:32 the East Coast that I miss as well as my

1:35 mom my dad my sister who lives in

1:38 Indiana I did not get to see any of them

1:40 for the holiday season and that

1:43 was semi tolerable to be here on

1:47 Christmas

1:48 day alone on Christmas day my girlfriend

1:52 actually went home to Indiana to visit

1:54 family and I got food poisoning a day

1:58 before Christmas so that was not fun all

2:02 of that I could actually deal with but

2:05 since then since New Year's Day 2016 has

2:09 not been the best year and that is what

2:13 is making me want to talk about this

2:15 subject when things do not work out I

2:18 have had some things in my life in the

2:20 very recent days that have not

2:23 gone my way my girlfriend and I have

2:27 actually we have split up and it really

2:31 is hitting me very hard obviously like

2:32 it would

2:34 anyone

2:35 especially the fact that I was actually

2:38 living with

2:39 her here at

2:43 the residence that I have have here in

2:46 Orange County California and we actually

2:49 shared a living establishment that I

2:52 still live in and now I am here by

2:55 myself in my home where I sleep well but

2:59 last night I did not sleep well as Sean

3:02 conry would say Tyler Evans you know him

3:05 as Tyler Evans Rock journalist he was

3:07 living here for a while we actually

3:09 ended up little backstory Tyler and I

3:12 were friends through Justin through the

3:14 live fast iport Channel we became

3:16 friends I was friends with Justin he

3:18 introduced me to Tyler we became friends

3:21 we decided as I was doing all this road

3:24 tripping that I would actually get a

3:27 place with Tyler in California so Tyler

3:30 and I moved in together we got a

3:32 two-bedroom place and all that was going

3:35 well and then Tyler decided to go back

3:36 to Georgia well in this time that Tyler

3:39 and I were living together my girlfriend

3:41 moved in with me here at the homestead

3:47 here and basically after Tyler left we

3:49 were living here and now all that has

3:53 come to an end I am still living here I

3:56 am still in

3:58 California but break bre UPS they say

4:00 breaking up is hard to do and the

4:02 breaking up itself I guess really is not

4:05 that hard to do but it's the after

4:08 effects it's the it's the memories of

4:11 the past and the contemplation of what

4:15 to do with the future and that is really

4:18 what I have been thinking about in

4:20 between the sadness I have really been

4:23 thinking about what my future

4:25 holds and what I should do in the in the

4:29 continual months and years of life when

4:34 you with someone for quite a

4:36 while your life revolves around certain

4:40 things certain habits certain things

4:42 that you were doing and all that when it

4:45 comes to an end you're very perplexed

4:47 and

4:48 Confused not really on what to do but

4:51 you just are looking at those certain

4:53 things and they're

4:54 really it's really disappointing when

4:57 they are not there so keep in mind that

5:01 all good they say all good things come

5:03 to an end but that is not the end all

5:06 good things come to an end but there

5:09 will be a new beginning so let's talk

5:12 about New Beginnings what will I be

5:15 doing with the future I have a lot of

5:17 really good plans California I will be

5:21 staying in California for quite some

5:23 time I do not know forever if I will be

5:26 in California but the fact in light of

5:29 these new

5:30 circumstances I will be able to travel a

5:33 little bit more I will be able to

5:36 document other places around the country

5:38 or even the world a little bit more than

5:41 I have in the last year or

5:43 so for now it's going to be a very

5:46 somber Day this Sunday

5:48 is I'm not really going to be doing a

5:50 lot of contemplating about the past or

5:53 the future I'm mostly going to be

5:55 reflecting on the

5:56 past and moving on

6:00 trying to wrap my head

6:02 around what has happened in the last

6:06 this holiday season

6:08 2016 you have reared your ugly head but

6:13 that is good because as I was saying I

6:16 think I posted on social media that it

6:18 is

6:19 good actually I didn't post it on social

6:21 media I was texting a friend and I

6:23 texted him this I said it is good that

6:27 to get the

6:30 some stuff needs to be put on the get

6:32 out of the way get all the

6:36 sad things out of the way at the first

6:39 of the year and then push forward into

6:41 the future of

6:44 2016 and whenever something ends

6:47 whenever a relationship ends you always

6:49 think who is to blame what is to blame

6:52 what did I do wrong what did I do right

6:54 what did they do wrong what did they do

6:56 right whoever

6:59 side it is all that really does not

7:02 matter because when it ends it pretty

7:05 much is it ends and no matter what you

7:08 could do it can never go back to the way

7:11 it

7:12 was so just wanted to share this

7:15 information I don't want to dive too

7:17 much into the details I just wanted to

7:20 express how I was feeling this will give

7:21 me a way to look back on this and it

7:24 will let you guys know the current

7:27 situation that I am in I have been

7:29 posting some stuff on social media that

7:31 was a little bit little sad because I

7:33 have been feeling very downtrodden and

7:36 Melancholy lately for obvious

7:39 reasons but the future is going to be a

7:42 bright one starting tomorrow today will

7:46 be my last sulking day I'm going to have

7:50 a sulking day to myself during the day

7:53 today maybe go to Disneyland tonight

7:55 Disneyland also Tonight is the last

7:57 night that they will be running the Mark

7:58 Twain

8:00 for the next year and a half the goats

8:02 the last running of the goats is tonight

8:04 the train around the park this will be

8:06 the last time so I might go to

8:07 Disneyland tonight to pay my respects to

8:09 a lot of the rides that are actually

8:11 going to be shut down and attractions

8:13 over the next year and a half in

8:15 preparation for Star Wars

8:17 land but tomorrow I'm going to be

8:20 hitting the old road the dusty

8:23 trail and going to be filming quite a

8:25 bit this week and then I'm going to

8:26 Florida on the 20th through the 30th it

8:28 will be good to see my mom and dad and

8:31 then hopefully in the next upcoming

8:33 months I will be making it to Indiana

8:35 visiting my sister and stuff like that I

8:37 know this is a sad Vlog but you it makes

8:41 me think too because when there are sad

8:44 times it makes the good times so much

8:47 better we have to embrace the good

8:50 times learn from the sad times or our

8:54 mistakes in life and move on and

8:57 progress and sometimes sometimes it's

8:59 very easy to get very depressed very

9:03 downtrodden crawl into a hole when

9:06 something like this happens curl up in

9:08 the fetal position and just be very very

9:11 sad and that is very easy to do but I

9:14 always when something like this happens

9:16 and it has happened in the past in a lot

9:19 of the Vlogs that I have done especially

9:20 a couple years ago I went through a

9:23 similar situation not as dramatic as

9:25 this but I went through a little bit of

9:27 a breakup and in my sadness my the way

9:32 that I deal with changes and the way I

9:35 deal with situations like this is to put

9:37 a 100% focus on work and my work is to

9:41 do videos as crazy as that

9:43 sounds my work is to do videos so there

9:45 will be a lot of videos on the horizon

9:47 I'm going to go out I'm going to travel

9:49 I'm going to film as Tom Hank says in

9:53 Castaway you have to keep breathing

9:55 because tomorrow the sun will rise and

9:58 who knows know what the tide will

10:01 bring see you guys later love you guys

10:05 bye

TDW 1288 - When Things Don't Work Out

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